1975

Hello 1975! Still cute! Love this picture with my Granny. God knows I miss her everyday! She was my cheerleader with everything that I ever did! She passed away as I was getting ready for my surgery. I was 6 days into my liquid diet for pre-op and she went to be with Papaw. A day that she had been looking forward to forever. I will never forget the day she went to heaven. She had been having a rough day before and had that darn UTI come back. Had gone there the day before after work like I had always done. Even went back the night before because they said her breathing had changed. As I was leaving I leaned down and kissed her head as I waited until she was asleep to leave. Next morning got up to go to work. As I was driving to work a song came on the radio. Haven't heard the song since but I remember belting out the words of "Dear Lord Jesus Come today"- It was right around 7am, when I got to work Mom called to say that she had just crossed over. So glad that Jesus heard my awful singing! Her body was so weak and tired and I know she wanted to be with Papaw so badly! I sometimes wish she was here to tell me how good I am doing and how I shouldn't give up. I know she is looking down on me and I miss her so!
I hope that she is holding my baby up there that I want so desperately! One of these days! Only God knows when and I leave it up to Him every month! Although I did just lie to the Asheville Gastro guy!